Rambling Man

Contributed by Jack


I’m Just a Rambling Man…

Sunday, May 10, 1998

 

            So here it is, the middle of May of 1998. We graduated 5 years ago- seems to me just like yesterday- doesn’t it? I sit here now and wonder where the next few years will take us- as friends and as individuals. We have all changed since June of 1993- some more than others – but we all have changed. Who would have thought that PBF would be married – I know I didn’t, and I am sure that he didn’t either! Cap’n, too will be married soon – don’t you remember him complaining about never having a woman up at #2? Huh, who’d have thought… Al has certainly seen his fair share of changes as well- divorce of parents and the problems it causes is something that a lot of people never make it through- a commendable job to you for keeping your head on straight through it all, my friend. The loss of a mother is something else that can really shake a person up- Mental – and I must say that you handled it well. Death is something that we all must learn to deal with as it is but a part of life that must be dealt with as it comes along – something I as well have had to deal with – not fun, but necessary.   As for me, well I think that I have changed the least- I really haven’t done much since graduation, perhaps never will- I don’t really know, perhaps really don’t want to either. I would like to go back to school and get myself a decent job that will allow me to see my dreams become reality- but then isn’t that what we all want? Will it happen? Can’t say- hopes and dreams are all that I got now- never do know- perhaps, perhaps…

Our friendship has persevered through it all- the PITW’s being the great uniting force that seems to bring us all back together. I will admit to not being the best person when it comes to getting together – I certainly know that – however PITW’s are different – a force too strong to resist. How many more will there be? Ultimately, only time will tell. Certainly, our friends that choose the path of family life will be the first to not come anymore – nothing bad about this – just the way it is when you become a father. Why is this PITW event something that a 20-some year old would want to do anymore anyway? Is it time to quit acting like 17 year-olds? Yes, in a way – but I think we have all matured a little since PITW II. I don’t think we are like 17 year olds anymore- perhaps we drink too much and do some dumb things- but ultimately we have fun- and, boys, isn’t that what life is all about? You never can tell when you will leave this earth and I feel that you must make what you can out of everyday. Remember we are talking about a week once a year- a meager 7 days – not too much to ask of bosses and wives or girlfriends. Jobs are important and family even more so- but this is something special, this PITW thing- something that I feel is an important tradition to keep alive – even after it stops making sense! While the world keeps on changing around us, we have this powerful tool to keep it from changing us. It’s a chance to return to your roots- to look back into the past and reminisce – too look at the present and see what needs changing – too gaze into the future and see what the roads ahead may bring. Ultimately, Life is Change – and change it will – for it is too powerful a thing for anyone to stop- but perhaps as a group we can mold it into something that, just before we are called home, can be looked back at with a smile and a fulfilled heart. That’s my dream- what’s yours?

 

-          Justin “Jack” Tryles